SELFBETRAYL AS A RESULT OF DISCONNECTION FROM INNER SOURCE.

How does it lead to the loss of self?

I lost sense of self a long time ago. Not as a child. It happened through different timelines and other lives.

There is a first time for everything.

As I understand it today, and I am not saying that I am right, you can just ponder the idea, let say that there in high realms is OVERSOUL, something like the big energetic bank of ME. Oversoul creates a few souls and places them over the Universe and Earth in different bodies, in different time zones (parallel realities, past or future lives). Each of those souls is me while having a bit different skills or issues sets, depending on the purpose.

Some people say that OVERSOUL is the same as HIGHER SELF but to me its not, simply because if I tune or call on my oversoul I feel amazing warmth and love from higher realms (dimensions). Soul feels to me like big love, deep joy, inclusion and art.

While when I tune or call on my higher self, that feels like superhigh spiritual state, stable and pure. This feels like something I would call core spirituality or brightest form of white light. To me, spirit comes from the higher self.

When we are born we embody soul and spirit.

You can test it, sit down and call repeatedly on one and memorise feelings, then switch. More you practice, easier and clearer distinctions you notice.

Soul and spirit, have a bit different focus and skills but both are our connection to higher realms, big picture if you will.

Let say that one of the soul‘s issues is dissociation from self. The soul creates exact (strong, frozen emotional) conditions in the current life as it experienced in another life. Then human and soul can experience dissociation again and learn to reconnect to the self experiencing.

So what it has to do with betrayal and inner knowing?

Simply put if we are not self-connected-rooted (to the depth or inner source) we are self-betraying all the time, because our navigation system is outside of self, following social fashion. We lose self-trust, self-loyalty and self-love as a result.

Deep down we know, we are living fiction. We don’t know self from within, rather we learn to be SOMEBODY.

Soul, spirit and human(persona) selves are different, yet they are in one body, awaiting for integration with the inner source.

Tunning in, feeling and witnessing those parts is therapeutic. During this process, we integrate each part into the INNER SOURCE, which for me is the presence of God.

AND At some point, after there is enough of integration done, inner knowing can take over human ego system.

This is the time when we start feeling whole and real, living heaven on the earth.