I met God and this is what he told me.
I had a close death experience which was sort of revolutionary event on my path.
One day I just found myself on the table in the hospital. I heard the last heartbeat. Then last long breath out. Followed by observing muscles releasing life. I remember the strange feeling where there was zero tension and control in the body.
Suddenly there was just a big golden light face.
It was all I could see, everything was one big familiar face. I heard telepathically:
” I am God, you just died”.
Then there was just a feeling of paradise. Ecstasy which is hard to describe.
I used to talk about this experience with friends or clients who lost somebody. It seems to give them deep peace.
However me growing up in a religious family and community, part of me never integrated possibility that I could meet God. Ironic yet truth.
Most religious people have a belief that God or angels are somewhere far, unreachable to unworthy human.
It took some time for me to learn to perceive similar spiritual experiences with the soul instead of the mind.
“Imagine” or better, call on your consciousness.
Make a statement:” I’m filling up with my consciousness.”
Watch if you are gradually feeling fuller and more rounded. Focus especially on your heart, fill it up with the consciousness, it increases the sense of self, sense of love. This is a state which mystics call:” wholeness “.
Wholeness is the integration of all in us.
Integration of spiritual self is what we all need to reach higher states of ecstasy.
Happiness is nursery level
…compare to states of deep stable joy we can experience after integrating our spiritual God’s spark within.
It is free and we already have it. Question is:” What’s stopping us from applying which is ours?”
Noise in the head.